I keep going onto forums and such thinking I’m going to find content which I like, completely forgetting that most people in the world don’t agree with my tastes. Now I feel bad.
I want to post on the internet and contribute to it, but I find that getting flamed really sucks and dissuades me from posting. I don’t want to post online if the result would be mockery and then being yelled at. There’s also the fact that I don’t want to be a degenerate, but the internet makes everyone into a rake.
I know I leave a lot to be desired as a person. I hope you would stick by me, even with all my flaws.
best,
jacklyn
Note: I don’t know what it would take to be a good person or even to be small and desirable.
extra note: i don’t want to be someone even more foolish and bullied or mocked by society than I am today; I already feel hated and stereotyped. I don’t want to be like an affable loser who licks her wounds, I’d like to be a champion. I guess I would like to be a part of a larger movement, one not stewed in antonyms and antagonists, something livable and even if polluted or disgusting, at least something I recognize in the mirror.
The complaining song
My hair is bad and my grandma died the other day
The planet’s heating up and there’s no chance to be happy
Inflation’s high
Girls are sad
We’re all sick
It’s getting bad
Deal with it!
Complaing song
Complaining song
We all sing the complainging song
When we’re disempowered and misinformed
We complain about thinfs all day done
And there’s a crux to this
A real solution to this
If we gathered around
And acted on our feelings
Nah
Complaining song
Compoaining song
We all sing the complaining song
Complaining song
Complaining song
We all aing the complainging song
Taxes are high
(It doesn’t matter)
My fiance died
(Oh yoyr heart shattered)
Complainging song
Complaining song
We all sing the complaining song
Complaining song
Complaining song
We all sing the complaaainning song
Maybe it would be better to write about other people, but I don’t want to at all. I feel similar to the writer of that tiger mom book: disguising my lack of interest in someone else’s life and story by claiming he or she should write their own story, knowing full well most people probably wouldn’t do so🚸.
oh, I also played GTA V for the first time today. I actually feel alarmed by my actions in the game, but mostly I am just glad my character is beefy enough to take the hits, and that you can restart missions if you fail.
As for Discord, I joined and left some groups. not much to report there.
i might try to make a scroll machine in a couple of days, some art which will take up the screen and could need to be parsed through. i might do that. maybe.
cxoxoco
OH DIP https://t.co/AjB4VRfkQW TONIGHt gonna go look at some lights in the sky