Sorry about not posting, became obsessed with a server on Discord. in today’s news, I wrote a paper but looked at the requirements and I wrote abouf 400% more than I was supposed to. Oops. Well, I don’t want to resubmit it, but I feel kind of weird about breaking perameters. I’m just so used to writing HUGE word counts that I just kept adding onto the words without really thinking about the content. I never really made any standards for myself since I spent all my time working for a deadline to keep the lifestyle I have. I think if I made a word count, I wouldn’t even expect a full writing as an answer. Like if someone handed me a particularly nice piece of paper with a line or two on it and was privileged or busy with other school work or knowledge I would just let them pass. This is why I’m not a professor or TA at my school. because I have no concept of what it takes to be in charge of things. I am also late perpetually.
Anyway, I hate oher people more than I dislike myself, which apparently is a very common thing. Another common thing is to blame other people for all your problems, which I am very happy to do because any sense of self ownership implies that I would have to not give up my supplies to the coolest person or highest, and that’s ***** stupid. Anyway if I tried to consider myself as a group or a standard for anything I would fail, snd I know i would fail.
without regard for others,
Jacklyn
ps: I have to take like 12 credits to live on school campus, but it’s more likely I will be busy with personal matters, and since I’m not used to doing things for myself, I’m struggling to even make the basic standard for university attendance, schoolwork, participation, and several other standards of life like driving, doing all of these chores, and making enough money to sustain my life. As such, I will most likely be unable graduate from this university. In addition, my family is moving to Pennsylvania, and I want to join them. If anyone knows how to stay on Long Island despite all these factors, please let me know? I’m sick of relocating every half decade or so. I don’t want to just do lip service or even advance in something, I sort of want to be good at what I do and keep my outside life consistent.