Oftentimes I am criticized for my unhealthy lifestyle. It feels bad to be considered this way, but at the same time I understand why I would be considered unhealthy. I have a poor diet, don’t exercise frequently, keep excessive weight, and typically do not follow portion size at all. I also find it somewhat difficult to be wealthy and healthy: I have an odor, often eat tofu, and typically indulge in oils and fats… plus, I have the personality of a cumquat dipped in grease, so there’s not much to like here. Even so, I do like myself, but wonder if there is a way to be healthy while staying true to my roots. I remember being told I’m getting away with what I do because of my roots, and I also firmly believe in ending an inhumane system before it begins. Maybe that’s too cruel of me. As for…
Evil and good, I find some of the texts like LOTR and the whole high fantasy concept has few mentions of where I come from, and if they do, they’re oftentimes cast as somewhat villanous. The darker colors which I have (black hair, cold skin, deep blues and such) are oftentimes an evil color, even though to me they mean safety and sanity. It irks me in someways to be coded to the lowest areas in life because I’d wish to be considered as my true look and feeling: maybe evil but certainly myself. I do have “good” colors like paler colors, but mostly even those are considered too dark to be truly good. They also chart these personalities by alignment, with extraverted personalities being in the top and good, while introverted personalities are on the bottom and evil. Then, they classify feeling personalities on the left and logical personalities on the right. The worst is how they correlate these to colors! In alignments, the warm tones of the ”West” are supposed to be good and the cold tones of the “East” are supposed to be bad, but then they dislike the warmth and prefer the cold? It’s a personal statement where you live (to me at least).
Well I was going to type more but some of the writing was deleted. You’ll have to fill in the blanks about my opinions on alignment charts and awkward moment within the world’s continents I guess.