So extremely bored

I get life is supposed to have rest stops and breaks but I find myself so extremely bored. I understand the appeal of a work comes from how centric the audience is, and the works which are well liked in a time by a white male viewer will often have a characteristic large eyed value, but I cannot understand why in teenage love ya literature TFioS is somehow more valuable than Twilight. What determines a work’s value or worth? Is it the contents, the writing, or how based in reality the work is? In that case, does it mean any 女生 is destined to life a poor life in distaste? Maybe I am more of a fool, but it really does seem there is a significant lack of awareness in the living standards of half the human race. Even among passionate woman extraverts, there is a serious lack of time and attention given to their work, one which I do find very concerning to come into. How exactly am I supposed to care about the work produced, knowing it has already been marked as inadequate and worth ending? I understand the purpose is to end a calamity and illegal actions before they begin. The negative emotions brung up by a daily writing hurt to know, however. I find the current market saturated with these thousands of unturned books and the money which comes from it barely reasonable, though to paraphrase as Zelda Fitzgerald said, ”The pay is reasonable.” It is really sad the arts are slowly dying due to a tired human spirit and body. I know we will never be able to create again once this current era is over, and soon after science and other works will vanish too. The emotions that come with working on a story will abruptly end. It pains me the age of wonders is over, as I know I cannot journey any further to the next part of the age of information. Was it worth it, to read what I have read, and to be bullied and teased and then to stand on the world stage? I suppose I should not complain about what I have, only to long for better treatment among my peers.