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I spent most of today trying to recover quickly from feeling ill, going so far as to use the grill today, only for my brother to inform me my cooking was raw and I needed to cook it more. This is somewhat less embarrassing than my desire to clean off my entire grill as if i was still employed as a minimum wage worker. I almost wish i still had my job but truth be told it’s more awful to not work than it was to be scorned by adults who found me almost too old to work at the job i had.

Also, bagging food and giving and taking the right amount of money was almost embarrassingly difficult. I thought it was somewhat easy, but the truth is, counting the correct bills and change for customers was awful and doing a good job was actually a challenge. why, why was this minimum wage job so difficult? i’ll never know the truth behind my personal faults. I have no doubt the store will do better now that it is the summer.

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What Can A Website Be Used For?

I’ve seen all sorts of websites for almost everything on this world wide web, and some of these websites are absolutely ridiculous and others are really fun, i spent some time on neal.fun or neal.universe or whatever it is, and then you know, there’s all sorts of other content on here. I don’t really know what to use the internet for, or how to add value to this. I’m trying to learn how to use wordpress, but it’s all very slow since there’s a massive backlog of comments on here. What do I do?
Best,

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The Latest Chatroom I joined

Seems to feel more envy than anything else for what I have. I guess this is reasonable? I somewhat feel like a ”sweet thing with the texture of garlic.” So this is not something you would fully want, but still could be nice to have.

I am appreciative of many things.

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MY WEBSITE

MY WEBSITE (hosted by a server) LIVES ON IN COMPLETE FORM!!! ok i texted <world’s best xxxG> And received some funding for this site!!! so I can continue to post whenever and whatever!!! Does it matter to me how good or bad it is at all? no! I want to endevor as an internet blogger and so shall continue to do so :nostrilflareemoji: this is my true purpose!!!

shoutouts to godaddy and wordpress btw without these two site runners i’d be so in problems… btw i have to wake up early tomorrow and take my grandma into <location> and yaaa i have to sleep soon. gn everyone!!

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Wants

-a good noodle

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Celebration

🎉🎉🎉🎉today is my birthday celebration!!!

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In my opinion

All compliments are reclaimed insults, no one should ever speak ever, humans aren’t supposed to have a long lifespan, and the group chat is full of mellow people

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Sorry about not posting, became obsessed with a server on Discord. in today’s news, I wrote a paper but looked at the requirements and I wrote abouf 400% more than I was supposed to. Oops. Well, I don’t want to resubmit it, but I feel kind of weird about breaking perameters. I’m just so used to writing HUGE word counts that I just kept adding onto the words without really thinking about the content. I never really made any standards for myself since I spent all my time working for a deadline to keep the lifestyle I have. I think if I made a word count, I wouldn’t even expect a full writing as an answer. Like if someone handed me a particularly nice piece of paper with a line or two on it and was privileged or busy with other school work or knowledge I would just let them pass. This is why I’m not a professor or TA at my school. because I have no concept of what it takes to be in charge of things. I am also late perpetually.

Anyway, I hate oher people more than I dislike myself, which apparently is a very common thing. Another common thing is to blame other people for all your problems, which I am very happy to do because any sense of self ownership implies that I would have to not give up my supplies to the coolest person or highest, and that’s ***** stupid. Anyway if I tried to consider myself as a group or a standard for anything I would fail, snd I know i would fail.

without regard for others,

Jacklyn

ps: I have to take like 12 credits to live on school campus, but it’s more likely I will be busy with personal matters, and since I’m not used to doing things for myself, I’m struggling to even make the basic standard for university attendance, schoolwork, participation, and several other standards of life like driving, doing all of these chores, and making enough money to sustain my life. As such, I will most likely be unable graduate from this university. In addition, my family is moving to Pennsylvania, and I want to join them. If anyone knows how to stay on Long Island despite all these factors, please let me know? I’m sick of relocating every half decade or so. I don’t want to just do lip service or even advance in something, I sort of want to be good at what I do and keep my outside life consistent.

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Uneventful Weekend

Maybe there’s something going on this weekend, but I’m not a part of it. I’m finally watching The Social Network with Jesse Eisenberg, though I hadn’t intended on watching it.
Best of luck,

Jacklyn

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have no proof you just wrote this so someone can say they wrote what you just put out there since all information is free and legalities are not in your favor as exampled by all the statements about lacking even the most basic civil rights detailed below. oh also be subtle every single day because everyone is scared of how you look and you didn’t even get the fucking eyelid surgery cause you’re a pussy and the man didn’t want you anyway. be vile and unaccepted and partake in interracial marriage because no one who looked like you wanted you and piss off your old friends because you are a bad person and guilt trip everyone and remind them why they didn’t ever want to be near you anyway, then become an alcoholic and pretend like liquor is a real person you can talk to while slowly devolving into a piece of machinery cause no one thinks you’re interesting enough to talk to in reality since they all pray to leave your sorry ass anyway. and make sure to be insanely specific thus proving that you weren’t good enough to begin with.

don’t forget to steal the lighter aspects of darker cultures to make yourself seem young and beautiful when actually it’s just another trick. also keep in mind you never talk about current “authors” only ugly people cause that’s what you are. and spend lots of money.

also be obese and fucking hated.

remember that you’re not getting paid at all and work because you’re so “nice inside” when in reality there’s just so many of you that no one cares how old you get.

Jacklyn@jacklynyeh·for not doing it enough!!! let’s pretend that inequality makes sense and isn’t just a way to ignore the fact life is hard for everyone affected by it 🙂 and make sure to gloss over and forge the fact that you personally did evil and made yourself unlovable and forgettableJacklyn@jacklynyeh·by being all mixed together and more despised than the death penalty!!! let’s all be inferior and hated and so damn ugly that everyone dies out all at the same time and are called stupid for having lots of kids and raising population while simultaneously being ignorant and dumbJacklyn@jacklynyeh·don’t forget to have low expectations and poor life outcomes and make sure to give other people everything you have so they can do something great while you rot at home because it really is better for everyone if someone in power gets more power 🙂 let’s end segreationYou Retweetedyoojin @yoojpls·how do people soloq… how are you so strong….167241Jacklyn@jacklynyeh·they are! And for desert, none of this was meant in an aggressive, scary, or manner meant to imply otherness and lack of beauty 🙂Jacklyn@jacklynyeh·And finally, get home before dark because no one will protect you 🙂 this isn’t a flaw of the system and the people elected to say this aren’t just as scared as you are 🙂 when people lose their place in civil society it’s not because they are at a lower level 🙂 it’s just whoJacklyn@jacklynyeh·Remember to be a nationalist and hate everyone else’s race and country while simultaneously hyping up your own! Don’t forget to make sure the current leader in artistic society is the one most similar to Great British in Europe : Japan for East Asia!Jacklyn@jacklynyeh·To write about women and slaves in the same sentence (thomas jefferson’s writings)! Stay loyal to abuse and if anyone says that your life is messed up ignore them and try to do terrible things to them! Be famous! Don’t forget to serve other people’s privilege!Jacklyn@jacklynyeh·Similar because the person who wrote them probably came from the same place! Don’t forget that everyone who isn’t acidified is automatically black and that rejects all sound the same! Also remember that I want to stay the same!! Make sure to enjoy easy listening and don’t forgetJacklyn@jacklynyeh·HAHAHA!!! Wow bird app so funny, i’m still a second class citizen, and, “destined to mediocrity!” Let’s Complain Episode 98 in where I get recommended to stay in a crazy house and stay reminded that language is an inherent ability and that the words Squint and Squanto soundJacklyn@jacklynyeh·Haha i think your desperation to be loved is sad and pathetic!!! I hope you burn and go for someone who looks like you someday!!! Don’t forget to pay reparations >:) don’t forget we’re all in the lowest social class together!!! Anyone can do anything to me and I wouldn’t fight!Jacklyn@jacklynyeh·Haha wow it’s almost like you link the concepts of age-dark skin-gender-otherness-fat-danger-loathing and difference with each other!!! I want you to take your civil and human liberties and never speak to me again!Jacklyn@jacklynyeh·The west despite only speaking in characters and using gourds as the main fruit!!! Almost like disposable westerners are disapproved of, there is xenophobia, and beauty standards are cultural!!! I forgot you exalt stupidity most of all!!!Jacklyn@jacklynyeh·Sorry was busy reminding myself of injustice against asians to prove the point that i’m unintelligent and only good for working !!! Friendly reminder that getting banned is one of the most unattractive things to happen!!! Easily tricked and suppoedly wanting to be likeJacklyn@jacklynyeh·Oh it seems I forgot people only like it when you say good things about them. I’ll keep that in mind next time I love a Chinese man and marry a Korean man or something 🙂 hold onto samsung kids!!!Jacklyn@jacklynyeh·Despise twitter for making it impossible to follow east asians but completely fine to find westeners.Jacklyn@jacklynyeh·我不要西。Jacklyn@jacklynyeh·Rodney King riotsJacklyn@jacklynyeh·There was a girl in San Francisco whose property was broken into. It was her home and her yard was used for a party. “Chinese residents were also subjected to home searches and property destruction by force.” -san fran, 1900. History repeats itself.Jacklyn@jacklynyeh·Perhaps more than this misery is knowing that I cannot leave.Jacklyn@jacklynyeh·Am I a slave to you? Some fucking property?Jacklyn@jacklynyeh·Is that all I am to you? An uncomfortable red light worker? I wish you ill.Jacklyn@jacklynyeh·Chinese massacre of 1871 On Oct. 24, 1871 … more than 500 White and Hispanic rioters surrounded and attacked Los Angeles’ small Chinese community, centered in a red-light district known as Negro Alley.Jacklyn@jacklynyeh·And in 1854, the California Supreme Court reinforced racism against Asian immigrants in People v. Hall, ruling that people of Asian descent could not testify against a White person in court, virtually guaranteeing that Whites could escape punishment for anti-Asian violence.Jacklyn@jacklynyeh·thinking about videos of small babies in psychological experiments and can’t get over them… poor babies… what did they do to deserve being scared? for my education?