I keep going onto forums and such thinking I’m going to find content which I like, completely forgetting that most people in the world don’t agree with my tastes. Now I feel bad.
I want to post on the internet and contribute to it, but I find that getting flamed really sucks and dissuades me from posting. I don’t want to post online if the result would be mockery and then being yelled at. There’s also the fact that I don’t want to be a degenerate, but the internet makes everyone into a rake.

I know I leave a lot to be desired as a person. I hope you would stick by me, even with all my flaws.



Note: I don’t know what it would take to be a good person or even to be small and desirable.

extra note: i don’t want to be someone even more foolish and bullied or mocked by society than I am today; I already feel hated and stereotyped. I don’t want to be like an affable loser who licks her wounds, I’d like to be a champion. I guess I would like to be a part of a larger movement, one not stewed in antonyms and antagonists, something livable and even if polluted or disgusting, at least something I recognize in the mirror.

The complaining song

My hair is bad and my grandma died the other day

The planet’s heating up and there’s no chance to be happy

Inflation’s high

Girls are sad

We’re all sick

It’s getting bad

Deal with it!

Complaing song

Complaining song

We all sing the complainging song

When we’re disempowered and misinformed

We complain about thinfs all day done

And there’s a crux to this

A real solution to this

If we gathered around

And acted on our feelings


Complaining song

Compoaining song

We all sing the complaining song

Complaining song

Complaining song

We all aing the complainging song

Taxes are high

(It doesn’t matter)

My fiance died

(Oh yoyr heart shattered)

Complainging song

Complaining song

We all sing the complaining song 

Complaining song

Complaining song

We all sing the complaaainning song

Maybe it would be better to write about other people, but I don’t want to at all. I feel similar to the writer of that tiger mom book: disguising my lack of interest in someone else’s life and story by claiming he or she should write their own story, knowing full well most people probably wouldn’t do so🚸.

oh, I also played GTA V for the first time today. I actually feel alarmed by my actions in the game, but mostly I am just glad my character is beefy enough to take the hits, and that you can restart missions if you fail.

As for Discord, I joined and left some groups. not much to report there.
i might try to make a scroll machine in a couple of days, some art which will take up the screen and could need to be parsed through. i might do that. maybe.


OH DIP TONIGHt gonna go look at some lights in the sky

By Jacklyn

I am very small and wake up early everyday. Please feed me ice cream after dinner.