Omg Crazy Moment

Omg… what if I…. added something else that wasn’t a post… would that be crazy or what????

Could be really really cool………. Omg…… Also classes are very long and detailed…. I’m getting so many questions wrong! I don’t know what any of these people are talking about except confucious. How are you supposed to get these questions right? I’m so lost !!


What do u mean my website got a boost

I was about to talk about my friends and stuff but instwad my website got a boost??? Um, thanks????? Idk if i want taht but i’m glad to have gotten one?? Anyway i screwed up my school assignments by taking tests early!! I thought it was infinite retakes but it wasn’t LMAO!!$ my bad!! Anyway kids today’s lesson is that it’s ok to spend ur whoke day ignoring ur job playinf games and texting friends and acquaintances !! Also Kant was wild and his moral imperative and his writings on autonomy are super based!! I forgot college is hard lol!

i also beat celeste but still want to get theought the crystals heart cavern (core) and then do a bside or two! Golden ridge b side and temple bside were too hard so im gonna try the first bside hopwfully it’s easier i hope so mych >.<

ok bye for nwo!! Will update if i can frickin kill even the most basic lady boss in spelunky!!! Otherwise im going back to not talking



perfect excuses

today i went to a memorial, which is to say, were i enrolled in this school year, i could have had an excuse during finals… lunched at nyc restaurant afterwards.

Otherwise, i played piano for the first time in weeks, and my arm feels way better. I haven’t done an octave stretch in months. Plan on going to the pool tomorrow for some time. I bought some stuff off Amazon. Things are shaping up to work out well this holiday season.




Trying to write a generic love somg

Idk how to get this to paste what’s on my cyrl+c page


In less scary song forms, i made a pizza today and mmmm it was very good. I have a lot of leftovers, just a warning, i think it was very underbaked, and idk if raw flour and water (didnt use anything else) can give you stomach problems? I think it should be fine though.
I lowkey want to make music which can go viral >.< i dont think i’m good enough to do it though >.< i have too many conflicting feelings on this >.< ok bye for now!


one whole month

i’m virtually not doing anything for almost all of december??? i should find something to do besides playing all these video games… but what?
edit an opportunity just presented itself but will i take it??? probably not >.<


been a while since i posted. shadows over loathing game just dropped

holy firck i’ve been at this for about the whole afternoon and im still doing puzzles and dungeons. here’s some tips.

spoilers for the game.

the chemistry building codes are like 2122 or 2 something in the 2xxx series. like 2122 2221 2121 2211 2212 etc etc. the bronze code is 3132. the culprit is the rubber shoe salesman. sewer grate in the omega frat house and the garden.

ive been beat up so many times and i can’t figure out how tot get the gass up to 100%. iddk how others are going in game but im exhausted and taken like 1000000000000000000000 cold damage. i’m having fun though. my mom said i’m in the fanatasy with the whole world in front ofo me lol.

i think i need to buy like a whole jug of tea for this though hahaha. will update with more codes and solved solutions. let me know if i forgot anything, but i get so muh spam and overwhlemd by the comments.



oh yea im a jazz ajkfnajkdds with molly as my main companion and im on like chapter three. i chose chemistry astronomy and food fighting. nexxt time im going liberal arts causse this rock shiz is too damn hard. i also messed up and chose the bakery which is mysticality class. but i chose the instrument store correctly.

ok gl future players.

holy frick i just got the professor from making bronze into life. frick yea. i feel like the guide on this game can be insane to like totally normal.

chrome juice is 4123

won the game by beating the face up but now i need to go achievement hunting. where are all the toilets?



I think today I’ll be posting some spam in the form of lyrics while I’m waiting for my grandma’s doctor’s appointment to end… then I’ll get some bubble tea. While it’s true that I’m fat, there’s no way I’ll stop drinking weird teas or eating so much food I gain weight.

Since this is the internet, I love humor, and there is good music in this, today’s song will be ”Never Gonna Give You Up” by Rick Astley, followed by some photos I took at a Broadway Theatre.

We’re no strangers to love
You know the rules and so do I (do I)
A full commitment’s what I’m thinking of
You wouldn’t get this from any other guy

I just wanna tell you how I’m feeling
Gotta make you understand

Never gonna give you up
Never gonna let you down
Never gonna run around and desert you
Never gonna make you cry
Never gonna say goodbye
Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you

These photos are from the Moulin Rogue, which my mom and I saw since Broadway Week had the tickets on sale!

Not that I think you’ll have much luck, but you can feel free to use these photos to catfish. I actually thought the musical was pretty good.



yo friend, school is hard.

I go to class and work hard

yet score low always






y chromosome

learn, determine

long to graduate


A short guide on being a social reject

  1. deny
  2. humor
  3. ???
  4. profit

Oh yea the place I was talking about is 4cahn, the forum. there’s like a ton of forums and that one is infamous for some reason? idk maybe it’s just the easiest one to talk about online.

I guess there’s a lot of things the internet can be used for, maybe I should try to do something good with whatever I have… but nah, I think I’ll just act like an idiot and succumb to decay. Sorry to disappoint. The terms for people like me either are pity or ”blowing off.” I guess I just feel small, like even in a society of short people I’m still very short.

Undertale, but nobody came

Twitter and the internet are always offering me serious topics and people are often asking me how I’m doing, on account of the insults and hatred which is directed at me. I can say I’m doing poorly, but that won’t change the years of damage done. Supposedly I even self sabotage— I take the stance that we are a failed experiment, and whatever we (as in everyone) do doesn’t matter, including others when they harm me. To me, all actions are like moving the sand, and you will be ended by the earth’s movements as quickly as you were conceived. (Oooooo sex joke, way to remind everyone that u are a fetish, writer).

stan being the beaten down not the winner



I keep going onto forums and such thinking I’m going to find content which I like, completely forgetting that most people in the world don’t agree with my tastes. Now I feel bad.
I want to post on the internet and contribute to it, but I find that getting flamed really sucks and dissuades me from posting. I don’t want to post online if the result would be mockery and then being yelled at. There’s also the fact that I don’t want to be a degenerate, but the internet makes everyone into a rake.

I know I leave a lot to be desired as a person. I hope you would stick by me, even with all my flaws.



Note: I don’t know what it would take to be a good person or even to be small and desirable.

extra note: i don’t want to be someone even more foolish and bullied or mocked by society than I am today; I already feel hated and stereotyped. I don’t want to be like an affable loser who licks her wounds, I’d like to be a champion. I guess I would like to be a part of a larger movement, one not stewed in antonyms and antagonists, something livable and even if polluted or disgusting, at least something I recognize in the mirror.

The complaining song

My hair is bad and my grandma died the other day

The planet’s heating up and there’s no chance to be happy

Inflation’s high

Girls are sad

We’re all sick

It’s getting bad

Deal with it!

Complaing song

Complaining song

We all sing the complainging song

When we’re disempowered and misinformed

We complain about thinfs all day done

And there’s a crux to this

A real solution to this

If we gathered around

And acted on our feelings


Complaining song

Compoaining song

We all sing the complaining song

Complaining song

Complaining song

We all aing the complainging song

Taxes are high

(It doesn’t matter)

My fiance died

(Oh yoyr heart shattered)

Complainging song

Complaining song

We all sing the complaining song 

Complaining song

Complaining song

We all sing the complaaainning song

Maybe it would be better to write about other people, but I don’t want to at all. I feel similar to the writer of that tiger mom book: disguising my lack of interest in someone else’s life and story by claiming he or she should write their own story, knowing full well most people probably wouldn’t do so🚸.

oh, I also played GTA V for the first time today. I actually feel alarmed by my actions in the game, but mostly I am just glad my character is beefy enough to take the hits, and that you can restart missions if you fail.

As for Discord, I joined and left some groups. not much to report there.
i might try to make a scroll machine in a couple of days, some art which will take up the screen and could need to be parsed through. i might do that. maybe.


OH DIP TONIGHt gonna go look at some lights in the sky